"Oh captain, my captain"

Oh, how badly i want to do a band photo shoot of this exact frame... 

If you haven't seen it, "Dead Poets Society" is a great movie. 

It's all about poetry and Robin Williams does an amazing job at his role as Mr. Keating. 

Also, I think it's funny that Red from "That 70's Show" is in it too. 

CARPE DIEM

Leave your Ego At the door please.

an open writing in process...

She's so Hott

She's so suave

Maybe she can hide 

that she's a cheap shot

Oh no oh no

i gave her an ego

Ay yi yi

I must've screwed up her life

Uh oh wauh oh

I told her she was super

I was just being... nice?

I'll never lie again

That i'll never lie again

cause egos 

are not my friend

They All Tell Me;

And mama told me,

even if you sing your heart out

you still cant always win.

And the world told me,

It's about your final phrase 

That choose the direction of your next step.

West east south and north

What is this even worth?

But its all about the passion

That keeps us moving for the life we can or can't take

Red or blue pill

The choice of my fate.

And maybe if I push this contagious smile

Then it can spread for miles.

I caught the sickness of an empty place inside

Once called a heart. 

This thing that wants to beat again

And wants to be bundled up in blankets 

around a blaze of passion. 

Cause philosophy told me the point of losing is winning.

And one day, I'm gonna sing my heart out

And I'm maybe gonna win

And mama

Oh, she'll be proud. 

The Mind Endeavors

And maybe you'll never know

There's a life inside this mind. 

I feel every step i take down the street

And i feel pain for the shoes that are too small.

Im a sucker for the luck i never win

But hey i still believe there's one day. someday.

and thats where i imagine things 

thing that could never happen on no occasion of this night.

And you'll never even appreciate that i appreciate you

Some say that i'm breaking all time

But time is all i've got to waste

Because maybe the dream is pleasure to reach

When this mind gets going

it never ever stops

So caution to you

the unknown character

my mind's little secret...

Like a bat out of hell

You charge through more than anyone cares to know

if only you'd notice the kind of life thats inside this mind.

timf

:(

My 3:30 AM thoughts

Honest lyrics are more than just words coming from the heart...

But Un-cliché words that you are not afraid to say. 

Some weird phrase that comes up in your mind

Something that has never been said before. 

The best part of believe is the lie

or would you rather hear a song that goes

i wanna feel you i wanna touch youuuuuuuuuu

i look at the sky and think of you. 

But sometimes there are rediculous lyrics that are just plain stupid like

Kiss me through the phoooneee

and thats all the song sings. And then some sexual annoying sounds that are tracked repeatedly afterwards. 

Honesty and originality is what makes a person stand out. 

But when you are honestly trying to hard to be original where it shows your desperate..

its embarrassing. 

Listening to musicians like

Regina Spektor

Fall Out Boy

Manchester orchestra

This is me smiling

Panic! at the disco...

I am starting to really like my variety of musicians i like.

Talent or Talentless... people work really hard on the music they make, and no matter what they throw passion at it... but i guess the successful ones are just the chosen ones who hit the nail on the head on peoples current day feelings towards their lives, that the lyrics and beats happen to make a connection with their current day lives.

now i don't even know what I'm typing out cause i am half asleep... but i had this conversation with some one earlier and i've been cursed with thinking on it all day. 

To you.

To you

Im just a number.

Im another face in the crowd.

A person you fake a friend

To be used for living needs.

Im just the extra conversation

On a Quiet lonely day

Im the dinner date 

only for your empty stomach

You'd expect id felt the same

And To look up and see your presence

Is for the phrase to keep

The experience to live off of

The experience to keep the money flowing

Through the hands of my peers

Im the snooze button whenever your buisy

And to you,

Im a fan. not a friend.

To me

Your a talented individual

Your a memory that reminds me of my great past

An example of flaws that fall into my category as perfect

One who leads the right way of living

Yet went down the wrong path

A person i view as a good friend

One who holds a good conversation

After a crazy day of life

A pure example of the one who acts caring

But has better things to do then risk time for friendships

Your words can stop me in my tracks 

Because what i give is care for a genuine pal

And to me,

You are a friend. Not a fan. 

If only you knew

What I knew.