All these years i've been holding back so heartbreak couldn't potentially be the death of me,
as it once was before.
But through all these years, you have been in the corner of my mind tangled up in the cobwebs along with memories that have been forgotten since their day.
And now I'm left with a wide open door
I am free to take chances
but I can't tell which side the light is shining through.
Is it worth the risk to walk on the other side?
because I'm too familiar with the mirages my mind has always made up.
And this is simply the obstacle of my life.
God, please take my hand and show me what I've been so scared to do.