If only it was merry.
If only I could fill this hole.
It's getting deeper and deeper every day
and I just want it to go away
but I know there's only one thing that could fix it.
Something that I've always wanted
but can never have.
Not even a christmas wish can grant me this.
So when you ask me "What's wrong?"
I'm not lying when I say I'm tired.
Because I am tired
Tired of this way I have to go through the day
Empty spaces inside.