Daddy decided to take you in
Because your getting too old.
Maybe we can fix you up?
But unfortunately, you are too beat up.
and unfortunately, I am not fortunate.
Im not ready yet to buy my new baby...
But it will kill me not to have one-
for the amount of time until it takes to buy it.
And unfortunately no one will lend me one either.
What do I do?
I cannot work very often due to my other passion in life
So this is the point where i need to ponder
upon what my choice of life will be.
I will not settle too fast for something far too less.
This is more depressing for me then being rejected by a crush.